When I was about 18 years old, I started dating this very sexy, young girl named Elizabeth, who went by the name Liz. Man was she sexy. Puerto-Rican, cute face, nice skin, gigantic breasts, thin waist, nice ass, and nice legs.... She must have been about 17 years old. Puerto-Rican women develop very fully at a young age.
It was also my first experience with sexual performance anxiety aka sexual anxiety.
I went on a first date with her; for a while it looked like nothing was going to happen. It was a double date, with my friend working on her friend, and he wasn't getting much farther. However, after a good amount of drinking (kids these days) the romance was beginning to blossom? After some making out and heavy petting (my friend was getting some, too), we decided to visit the hot tub by my friend's apartment building. It was night time, there was nobody there, so we all stripped down into our underwear and got it. It was awesome; it felt like a movie. xxx
So with this beautiful Puerto-Rican goddess bobbing up and down on my lap in the water, I began to get an erection. I must have had a full-blown erection for a few minutes, and we were sex making out, and I was enjoying those beautiful breasts in my face. So after a few minutes, I pulled her underwear to the side and tried to stick my dick in. In my juvenile ignorance I failed to do a few things...1) finger her long enough for her to get some natural lubrication (chlorinated tub water doesn't do the trick) 2) WEAR A CONDOM, 3) take my time and enjoy the situation to the fullest (no pressure). 4) drank way too much alcohol and smoked way too many cigarettes. Overall, I think sexual performance anxiety was the culprit, though. Porno
It was really hard to stick it in. Besides the fact that I did not know how to line it up correctly, it felt impossible to penetrate (not naturally lubricated at all). My penis quickly went soft.First time ever. I felt afraid, I started putting pressure on the situation...and that's the worst thing you can do....it escalated the sexual anxiety, and completely killed my erection.
We went to my car, because I thought maybe we were too close to my friend and his girl, and that made me nervous. It was even worst in the car...nothing at all. While she played with my limp penis she told me, "maybe you just smoked too many cigarettes". Very sweet and understanding...so it wasn't too bad of a blow to my ego.
So a few days xxx later we tried it again. Her mom was stepping out to go grocery shopping and we were just waiting for her to leave, while watching TV. I was already trying to get myself horny. I was mentally trying to prepare myself. As soon as her mother left, we went into her room, that she so humorously called "the business room"....this put even more pressure on the situation. So I awkwardly fumbled around with her for a while until I got a semi-erection, and quickly pulled my pants down. By the time I put the condom on, I had gone limp... This time, not so patient, she said something like "again?". This made it worst...no erection, and I worst almost ran home crying with my dick tucked between my legs....
My sexual Performance Anxiety was turning into a vicious cycle, and I needed to find a way out. As soon as I got home I looked up erectile dysfunction. I was positive it was something physical. In a fit of desperation slut I looked at a porno to see if I could get my erection back and I only got a semi (because of how nervous I was). For weeks after that I researched on erectile dysfunction treatments, as well as mental and physical techniques to overcome sexual performance anxiety.
I went back to an ex-girlfriend that I was always very sexually comfortable with and my erection worked like normal...this was confirmation that my erectile problems were all in my head.
Looking back, I can list everything that went wrong with my erectile situation with Liz. 1) I wasn't very comfortable with her yet. It is much easier to get an erection with somebody that you are comfortable with and even easier if you have some emotions for them. 2) I put too much pressure on the situation; sex is supposed to be fun and not a job. Instead of sharing pleasure, I made it my goal to have to get hard, and this can definitely create sexual anxiety 3) not enough relaxed, sexual stimulation and excitement. 4) Weak erectile muscles and blood flow to the penis.
Numerous teens are getting more conscious with their penis dimensions every day. As puberty begins to strike, sexuality turns right into a big deal not just within the house, but additionally within individual awareness. As some well-liked cultures amongst teens dictate, penis size is the measurement of becoming a man. Even though it is a common fact this is nothing but a bigot's word, teenagers entering the true globe are still getting hooked and obsessing on how to enlarge a penis comes to a point of becoming much more just like a fad.
Insecurities among youthful grownups begin to rise and manhood is 1 main problem to tackle with. Questions linger like "Am I big enough?", "Isn't mine as well little?", and "What size this is speculated to be?" Most of the time, the solutions are at first discovered on evaluating with buddies while very few are inquiring bluntly with family members. However, the solutions might either appease or worsen the problem. When the answers are considered degrading, new questions arise. "What am i able to do to make mine larger?" "How to enlarge a penis and be guy sufficient?" Both way, assurances are usually sought with media and Internet as back-ups. Unfortunately, these frequently trigger more insecurities than assurances within the process.
Inside a generation exactly where pornography is as staple as Facebook in web search engines like google, teens can effortlessly entry thousands of photos and videos that function 15-minute porno starlets. Some sites for example showcase a large array of exercises with demo videos on how to enlarge a penis. However the porn actors to start with, already have bigger penises to create the illusion of usefulness. Within the lengthy operate, once the steps don't promise any change whatsoever, more insecurities and melancholy strike tougher.
Numerous pornographic websites don't have any solutions on how to enlarge a penis at all. Web sites of sheer intercourse also horrible stars chosen big actors for that sake of visual satisfaction. They are screened much more or less on the bases of dimension and potency. John Holmes' 21-inch dick does not reflect the millions of Americans. Having a smaller sized penis size does not imply you are inferior towards the relaxation of the satisfaction. Dimension issues all right, but dimension is not every thing. Looking at the penis dimension as the measurement of being a man is immature and shallow. A couple of more many years and also you are set to realize that it's the efficiency that counts probably the most. Request your self "how to be a man?", than "how to enlarge a penis?"